I have spoken about this topic alot lately, but I feel to encourage you again today...
10 years ago we birthed in a wilderness.
I had nonstop calls from old friends saying it was illegitimate. It was uncovered. It was rebellion.
I honestly believed them.
I had never felt more isolated and alone. We were out of community at the time. Our old church friends would run a mile when they saw us at the mall.
Just because we chose to step into our calling..
I wrestled it more nights than I can count. Kept trying to give it back to God and created so many excuses of why I should just let it all go and fall back in line.
But as much as my head was telling me I was in error, my spirit was burning and the Father kept saying “Keep going, I have led you this way!”
I could feel his delight in the midst of so much internal battle and daily messages and judgement. And I decided that was enough.
We kept going. Then fruit started erupting.
Yes, it was like streams in the desert. A wasteland season by religious standards was our personal revival.
I can’t even tell you how much of a mental battle that season was though. I was unlearning while I was leaning into the voice of the Lord.
The pressure was on all sides and the Jezebel spirit kept flaring up around us to make us cave in and shut up but we decided we have tolerated that long enough.
And ten years later, it feels Iike another wilderness birthing season. But this time it’s not just us, but many.
It’s grassroots. Building from the secret place up.
It’s where you look around and see a wilderness but yet you also feel a fresh wind blowing.
And while you could go with your head and wait til the weather changes and conditions feel more right and you have all the things in place, God says “NOW…”
And as in writing this I keep feeling the grief of some of you reading this who have come to this moment many times before but fear and pressure around you has made you forfeit it over and over.
It’s the grief of feeling like you missed it on one hand and also the grief of knowing if you choose it you will be letting go of the familiar.
And right now the giants in the land are screaming loudly at you and telling you to sit down and shut up. “Get back to your seat!” They say.
That’s the mental torment you have been feeling. It makes you feel double minded. But you know what breaks it? Saying yes even when it doesn’t make sense…
John’s voice cried out in the wilderness and a movement was birthed.
The battle has been so intense because the enemy knows that if you step into this it will turn not just your wilderness into a garden, but it will bring so many right now who are lost into a super bloom.
It doesn’t add up. But it’s just what God does.
So if this is you today, stop fighting it and giving God all the reasons you can’t.
You weren’t created for the Gucci ministry model, you are called to the messy…
And watch God do what you have been trying to do but has failed in your own strength and your own methods.
Watch him take the ashes of your striving and trying to fit a honey and locust vision into a white-washed tomb, and use it to confound the wise.
So today I prophesy - no more wandering confused and conflicted. It’s time for you to see the fruit of radical obedience and placing the fear of man on the altar. No more barrenness and feeling like a cursed fig tree. For you will feel a fresh wind and anointing to step into Gods plan for your life and the weighty mantle and call ONLY YOU can wear in Jesus name.
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